octobre 20, 2003

when really i should be finding out if i'm okay.

i say i'm going to be fine, that i'm going to devote time to making myself happy. that i'm going to focus on making myself happy. that i am stronger than this. i say that really, i wasn't getting what i needed out of the relationship anyway, that towards the end there was a chasm between us that neither knew how to bridge and it tore me apart.

but it still takes every ounce of my willpower to not pick up the phone and make sure he's okay. all my willpower not to tell him that i love him.

Posted by shivery at octobre 20, 2003 09:08 AM
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