octobre 16, 2003
clarity, or how i finally got back to myself.
1. i did nothing more than be a kick ass girlfriend and a great friend to him.
2. he really wants to be depressed and miserable right now, and because of reason 1 i got in the way of his doing that.
3. i am not pathetic for not slamming the window shut on this. i'm not going to hold it open or anything, i'm just going to let it close of its own accord. and in the meantime, i'm going to take the energy i would have spent on closing this chapter for good as fast as possible and use it to make myself happy.
good LORD but it is good to feel like myself again. because unlike the last time anything even vaguely similar happened to me, i like myself a whole bunch.
we can now return to our regularly scheduled programming.
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