septembre 02, 2003
goodbye, englishman
my ex is coming to town this week and i've decided not to see him.
because, quite frankly, there's enough going on in my head that i don't need to compound it with that particular piece of baggage.
plus, i was speaking to herr producer last night, and he reminded me of two things:
1. you should never see someone from the past out of some sense of obligation. particularly when you know full well that you don't want to see them in the first place.
2. were i to see him, i'd be demonstrating particular insensitivity to someone who is much more important to me than an ex.
today is the day where i must throw down and decide between the past and the present. and i say the time has come for me to live in the moment.
and thus do we actually close a chapter.
Posted by shivery at septembre 2, 2003 10:49 AM