mai 19, 2003
in retrospect
i've always been of the opinion that the universe demands balance at all times. this is why, in my experience, it's virtually impossible to keep all your plates in the air simultaneously. in order for one part of your life to get significantly better, something else has to fall spectacularly apart. the thing is, this time, i don't think that this sudden upsurge of goodness is necessarily finding its balance in my life. i think it's being transferred on to someone else.
and god, is it forming the guilt cloud atop my cranium. almost as much as the fact that i was, in fact, a terrible, terrible sister this weekend.
damn me and my distracted brain.
Posted by shivery at mai 19, 2003 09:00 AMComments
