disjointed.

thoughts spinning around today:

1. i fear that my life is degenerating into a liz phair song. (which actually is a bad thing, considering which song i suspect it is).

2. circumstances in my job are giving me "the fear." it's upon me, it's on its way and will be here from the sixth to the sixteenth.

3. part and parcel of the fear means two weeks of no kickboxing for the shivvy until it's gone. no good at all.

4. i wonder if i have asthma (as today is national asthma awareness day, i choose to become aware of the possibility that i have it). i refuse to ask my doctor, though, because i hate my doctor.

5. i wonder if he's going to call. (not my doctor. someone else)

6. i think that stinabunny is coming back to the naked city today, after five months in recovery from being run over.

7. though i may be losing my mind, i'm fairly certain i've not lost my sense of whimsy. though i have exhausted my reading list.