the thing which i have dreaded the most

so, for those of you that have been keeping up with the story so far, you probably know that i went out last night with one of the boys from that other band that i love.

and if you've been keeping up with the story so far, you know that i was a little apprehensive about it, because of the history that is shared loosely among our clans.

and if you've been keeping up with the story so far, you can probably figure out how last night ended up going.

bugger.

the last thing i wanted was for anything to be awkward, and now awkward is how it's going to be. this is the price we pay for honesty.

i just hope it means that i'm not going to be blacklisted from them all. i hope this means i have to start pretending that i don't know them when i go to their shows. i think that might actually break my heart.

fucking bass players, making my life difficult left, right and center.

ach.