another one of the boys in the band

it occurs to me that a decision i made regarding my activities for this evening may very well be misconstrued. it only just occurred to me know. yes, that's right, i'm being thick. leave me be!

basically, while out entertaining a company visitor last night, i ran into one of the boys from the other band that i'm a demi-groupie for. we chat for a second, i introduce him to the pack i was with, he goes away, but not before asking if i wanted to get together and do something soon.

well, i hadn't had a decent conversation with this boy in ages, so i said something along the lines of "hey, yeah. that would be fun." so, we're hanging out tonight, doing drinks, maybe dinner. on the surface, it's a precise repeat of what happened with the teacher on saturday. and we all know what happened with that.

and of course, rationally, there's probably nothing going to drive this off the rails, it's just two friends going out on a friday.

but knowing what i know about this boy, specifically that he apparently had a blinding crush on me while i was pining for another friend of his, makes me wonder. innocent or bizarre, my guess is that i'm going to have to play this one carefully, because it's another member of his band who would have me captivated, to say nothing of the teacher, and i don't want to get myself barred from the band's shows and friends because i fuck something up inadvertantly. so, there will be no incorrect signals given out, nothing like that. i will behave. i will be little miss goddamn hospital corners.

they're testing the fire alarm in my office right now. i wonder if it would be considered overreacting if i went downstairs and started bashing those responsible over the head with one of young mister longacre's new crutches.

no way to tell unless i try, which i'm probably not going to. alas.

i do, however want to call the teacher. right now. and arrange the meeting scheduled for tomorrow.

but that will just have to wait, i think.