incoherence is bliss

to quote the pixies today, where is my mind?

not here, that's for damn sure.

i'm sleepy. and hungry. i've seriously had the big hunger since it started getting really cold. no matter what i eat, my tummy is rumbling again within an hour. it's very weird. the pervading theory is that i've stolen biscuit's hunger, as his seemed to have gone missing the last few days. but then, now it seems to be back so there goes my theory on why i'm ravenous 24 hours a day. Well, except for the fact that it is ASS COLD, colder than i can actually remember being for more than a freak day or two. perhaps the body is just unhappy and about to begin cannibalizing itself to keep warm.

clearly, it's begun with my brain.

either that, or i have a monster of a caffeine hangover. after being told that my blood pressure's a little up, i've decided to make a concerted effort to cut down the caffeine and the salt.

it hurts. believe me, it hurts.

as i've said many times before, however, i largely blame the job and my immense distaste for it right now for wrecking my blood pressure. but, as there's no way i can leave it right now, and it's unlikely i'll relax (excepting the week of vacation), i have to make a few concessions.

AND, the show i was supposed to have on my birthday may not be happening. i got offered the slot, then un-offered it due to a booking conflict at the venue. grrr. i mean, it's not too bad, because i know that i will get a slot later in the week (possibly at a time other than 7pm) in return. which might be better. i don't know. just...just...grr!

anyway.

see? disjointed. yep.

on the musical docket today: pounding-doves/days go by-dirty vegas/emerge-fischerspooner/gotta get through this-daniel bedingfield/gravity's bringing us down-beulah/apple of my eye-ed harcourt

i'm on a mission to make a mix full of music that the intended recipient has never heard before.

problem being, he's almost as much as a music freak as i am. fortunately, i have a secret weapon or two...

suggestions are welcome.

kisses.

promise i'll be coherent again someday!