maelstrom

i'm weathering an emotional maelstrom right now.

it's strange.

i'm thrilled because i got a great mix from a really wonderful long-lost friend only recently located.

i miss her.

i'm creeped out because i made her a mix as well, and the amount of obscure overlap is just mind-blowing. i guess we still have the same taste in music after all these years.

i have butterflies in my stomach in a way i can't remember having. my limbs are dancing and i am feeling the whole wide world through my fingertips. i wonder why. i don't recall ever being this nervous before a show before.

they say pisces are intuitive. perhaps something thrilling is going to happen tonight. my viscera tend to pick up on these things before i do.

or maybe i'm just super-caffeinated. which means it took my coffee eight hours to kick in.

i feel like i'm on fire. and i'm freezing at the same time. so, either i'm hopped up, having an episode or coming down with the flu.

in a good way. assuming i don't throw up or pass out.

but i still can't write a damn introduction. (though i do, it seems, have the power to make one of the company's servers eat itself. hurrah for me!)