mai 17, 2006
lost and found.
i've lost something, and i'll be damned if i can tell you what it is. but it's gone, and i miss it.
i've found something, and i'll be damned if i can actually tell you what it is. but it is serving its purpose, i suppose.
but i find the world looks a little different. in a way i can't explain, in a way i can't even pinpoint enough to describe. every day seems like a late night drive, and if i weren't breathing the spring air, i might say i'm drowning; certainly mired in underwater light. (it sounds so much more dire and negative than it really is). it's not that i'm unhappy, more that i am awake.
i'm wide awake in more ways than one; at the very least i'm having trouble sleeping.
words are jamming on the tip of my tongue; fighting so hard but not quite making it. but i am patient.
Posted by shivery at mai 17, 2006 03:52 AM